Friday, February 5, 2016

Sorry, sweetie, I won't poison myself to line your pockets with gold

Sorry, we're not going there. At least not until it's necessary.
OK, so maybe the title sounds a bit condescending, but this naturally healthy Grandma is ticked off. I'm so tired of these rheumatology fellows (fresh out of medical school and newly brainwashed) pushing drugs that I don't need on me. And I'm even sicker of their supervisors backing them up in the name of funding.

I used to think that was just a conspiracy theory, but speaking from experience, I can now tell you it's the truth.

You may disagree and you're certainly entitled to your opinion. But when my doctors recommend that I take a medicine that's been proven lethal to more than a few patients and is not intended to be given to those who do not tolerate meds well, like me, I smell something stinky and it's not my feet.

That's because:

*I have a very low tolerance for most medications and my doctors all know it. In my lifetime, there have only been 2, count them, 2 prescription medications that I can tolerate. That would be prednisone and penicillin.

*The reason they are supposedly suggesting this medicine is because I have not been able to tolerate any of the other meds except prednisone, which is coincidentally inexpensive, been around a long time and does not earn them any bonus money.

*The physicians website (not web-MD or the equivalent) I consult with specifically states that this new medicine they want me to try should not be given to anyone with tolerance issues. In fact, the first thing you see if you have access to this site is a huge warning label to that effect in red and black. The site is restricted to licensed physicians. I got around that. Shhhhh

*I have caught my doctors flat out lying to me concerning the side effects of the last medicine “we” tried that I also could not tolerate but which they do receive funding for dispensing in an effort to keep me taking it, even though it was not improving my condition in any way whatsoever, according to their own lab tests.

You guys, I'm pretty much done with the kinds of doctors we have these days. I'm having a lot of promising results with changing my diet, taking high dose nutritional supplements and exercising more frequently. So much so that I have myself down to 5 mg. of prednisone daily. Plus, the way I am feeling (which is about 90% better) indicates that I will be able to eliminate prescription drugs within a year or so.

Now, I'm no fool. I know there's a chance with the Lupus that there may come a time when I absolutely have to try extreme measures. It's just that I know this is not that time.

So the real question is, “Why would you put someone who is doing better using natural methods on a more extreme drug?” And the logical answer is because it benefits you, the doctor, monetarily. (Because it's certainly not beneficial to me, the patient in any way.)

Sorry, sweetie, I won't poison myself to line your pockets with gold. Thank-you and have a nice day. I don't hold it against you. I know you're just doing what you've been brainwashed.... I mean taught to do. I'm off to look for a real doctor. You know, one who thinks of me as something more than an ATM machine.